This ‘n’ That

Nov 10, 2014 | Posted by in Before | 3

After reading Hy’s post “My paintbrush is empty” last week, I’ve been thinking a lot about what I write here (and what I don’t write) and why I write. I’ve mused on the topic before, and it always comes around to the fact that, mostly, this is a journal for me. An as-it-happens memoir, ifRead more …

#KOTW: Pantyhose Video

Oct 31, 2014 | Posted by in Before | 0

I mentioned in my previous post on the Kink of the Week topic of pantyhose that there is a whole fetish niche in online porn around them, and posted some images from one such video of bondage model/producer and burlesque dancer AJ_Marion. She was nice enough to also send me a teaser clip of theRead more …

#KOTW – Stockings, Pantyhose & Tights

Oct 30, 2014 | Posted by in Before | 4

I love fall. There are so many things that make it the perfect season: trees draped in beautiful colors that infuse twilight with warm, velvety gold; crisp mornings and evenings chilly enough to warrant a crackling fire; and, of course, it’s boots-and-tights weather! I practically live in skirts, tights and boots all fall and winter,Read more …

Snapshots of Three Weekends

Oct 22, 2014 | Posted by in BDSM, Before, scenes | 1
Snapshot 2

Every Monday the past few weeks I’ve meant to write week/weekend-in-review posts, and have even started them, but I always get sidetracked one way or another. I have had some wonderful, bliss-filled weekends recently. Nothing terribly significant (well, except for one bit of news that I’ll share in a bit) but just…perfectly, quietly happy. DaysRead more …


Oct 16, 2014 | Posted by in Before | 4

I woke up Sunday in the big bed at the condo, sandwiched between my two men: my absolute favorite place to be. The night before we had attended a pre-Halloween party, and had had a good scene with the Guys double-teaming me and a friend helping out in what he called a spontaneous “walk-on” part.Read more …

Where It Comes From

Oct 13, 2014 | Posted by in Before, Thoughts on BDSM | 3

In case you haven’t noticed, I didn’t post anything for the last two Kink of the Weeks (school girl fetish & gas masks.) I know, I know, I should post something, after all it is my meme, right? But as you also know, if you’ve been following my blog the past year (and in particularRead more …

An UN-Birthday Party

Oct 9, 2014 | Posted by in Before | 2

Hey, so…I had a birthday party in September! I know, it went by with barely a peep, unlike last year, when I had the mega-birthday-spanking extravaganza (that I still haven’t posted the video of – but I’m working on it!) or the year that I offered my ass up to anyone that wanted to spankRead more …

Ducky & Bunny

Oct 6, 2014 | Posted by in Before | 0
And, um, rightly so! Sad Ducky - happy Bunny!

I’ve never had a rabbit vibrator before, but I’ve wanted one for a long time. Finally – finally! – I got my nerve up and ordered one. I’ve also never had a toy that can be used in the tub. Well, unless you count Ducky. Based on favorable reviews, I finally took the plunge (that’sRead more …

Sweetness & Light

Sep 25, 2014 | Posted by in Before | 1

Many musings this morning and soft, happy thoughts swirling around my brain. Feeling centered and grounded and really connected to my life¬†after: a wonderful weekend in the countryside with W, followed by an evening with Ad in which, unasked by me, he cooked a fabulous dinner and we discussed ways to make this whole commuting/workRead more …

Random Babblings at 3 AM

Sep 5, 2014 | Posted by in Before | 1

It’s true, I can’t sleep. I would like to have a reason, you know, like medication (allergy meds taken too late), or too much caffeine, or my pseudo-father-in-law taking laps above our heads (he’s arrived home after the summer away, and while he was up at 4 AM doing his usual pre-dawn stomping about likeRead more …