Tag Archives: being owned

W’s Brand of “Aftercare”

Jul 22, 2011 | Posted by in BDSM, scenes | 1

Not matter who else I play with, no matter how much fun it was or how many times I climaxed or where the play took me, it always, always, always comes back to W. I made a joking comment today in my Fetlife status updates about W’s version of aftercare today: he drug me intoRead more …

Working Girl

Jul 5, 2011 | Posted by in Before | 2

Today I am supposed to be a working girl, since last week I kind of took a pass on all things work related.  Instead I am sitting here in my office, wearing a low-cut blouse, black pencil skirt and 5-inch heels, working a bit but also daydreaming, feeling like the epitome of the office bimbo–theRead more …

The Smell of Sex

Jul 1, 2011 | Posted by in Before | 4

I wonder if men can smell when a woman’s been freshly fucked.  Even after she’s had a shower and washed the sweat and come and pussy juice off herself.  Or did I have a sign on my forehead as I wandered the grocery store aisles this afternoon, trying to concentrate on my (minimal) grocery listRead more …

Inappropriate Heels

Jun 10, 2011 | Posted by in BDSM | 0

This has been a rough week.  I usually spend two to three nights with W, and this week, for various reasons beyond our control, that hasn’t happened.  In addition, I’ve had some personal things go on that have dampened my usually high spirits, and W has been preoccupied with other things as well, so weRead more …

His Girl

May 21, 2011 | Posted by in BDSM, scenes | 0

“I want you to stay here after it’s over,” he said. “I’ll want to get my girl back.” There are all sorts of aftercare.  I usually tend to think in terms of my needs for it, as do most people; a bottom’s needs for some kind of care after an intense or physically demanding sceneRead more …

A Collection of Holes

May 19, 2011 | Posted by in BDSM, scenes | 1
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Sometimes, a scene can get hotter in the remembering of it. I know, that sounds counter-intuitive, or maybe like it wasn’t hot in the doing of it, but that’s not exactly true.  It’s…more complex than that.  And less, in a weird way. I’m not really sure I can even verbalize what I mean.  I amRead more …

Preparations

May 18, 2011 | Posted by in BDSM, scenes | 0

I got to work yesterday morning, opened my computer bag, and started unpacking everything onto my desk. Laptop, power cord, iPod attachment, bottle of lube, cellphone cord, work folder… Holy shit. Lube?? Lube! I’d forgotten that I had thrown it on top of everything in my computer bag on the way out the door, asRead more …

Wank Wednesday – Default

May 11, 2011 | Posted by in Before | 4

“No,” I say.  This is always my default. Odd for a submissive woman, right? But that’s the truth of it. “No, don’t make me do that.” “No, I don’t want to hurt.” “No, I don’t want to experience that.” But in the end, I always end up saying “yes.”  And often, “Yes, please…” If onlyRead more …

Task 15 – Public O – At Work

Mar 30, 2011 | Posted by in BDSM | 6

My fingers smell like pussy.  Ripe, hot, pungent.  The smell makes me smile, warms me with a feeling of satisfaction, of having done well. He had written: Task 15 – Due to popular demand.  Have an orgasm in the following places: car, restaurant, public restroom, public sidewalk, store of your choice.  Penalty assessed for eachRead more …

It doesn’t take much.

Mar 26, 2011 | Posted by in BDSM, scenes | 0

I’m having a day. Coming out of my self-imposed isolation, I guess, and starting to feel the need for BDSM. Every single time I am surprised at reaching the 8 or 10 or 12 day mark and realizing this is a need. A fucking need. Half in jest I asked him about playing with someoneRead more …