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Kinky Bucket List – Updated 6/14/13

A post in the 30 Days of Kink meme inspired me to start my own Kinky Bucket List.  I believe W has one for me as well, though when he saw mine, he said, “Yours is way kinkier than mine!” Maybe so, though I’d have to look at his again to decide. And it’s not contest: after all, these are all things we both want to do, right?

So without further ado, here’s what I wrote that day. I will add to it as the mood/whim strikes, and will also link to posts that I write describing when I complete a Kinky Bucket List item!

  • Being hooked up to a milking machine
  • A blindfolded gangbang (not sure this would be termed gangbang, but the scene is this: being tied by the neck in a room, blindfolded, on a mattress on the floor, while men (and women?) come in one by one and use my mouth and cunt and ass. I never know who they are.)
  • A multi-person bukakke/pissed-on scene (I actually have this one pretty well plotted out as well: I am staked out and beaten up, with whips and by hand, while a group of men watch, until I am a sobbing mess.  At that point I am taken down, thrown on the ground, and left there while they jerk off and piss on me.) Addendum: as an add-on or a separate scene, getting “scrubbed-clean” after, complete with having my head dunked over and over in a bucket of water.
  • Being the mouth in a gloryhole
  • Being fucked with electricity (I saw this being done and it has intrigued me ever since)
  • A more brutal electricity scene (cattle prod-type)
  • Anal fisting
  • Being made to cry during a scene
  • Getting fisted in a public scene
  • Being used as a collection of holes for use over a weekend (this usually involves more than one man in my fantasy, but not always): never spoken to as “me” the whole time, simply being used and put away (in some kind of cage or bondage or confinement in a room) and brought out to be abused physically and sexually, then put away again, my food and water being left in a bowl, only allowed to piss and shit and eat when/where allowed. Being treated as merely a “thing” for their use and ignored otherwise.
  • A “D/s” weekend, much like the above, but without the brutality of the above, more about rules, such as not being allowed on furniture, or allowed to walk unless told to, to maintain a certain demeanor, being made to serve in every way, to address the “Other” in a certain way, being made to wear certain clothes and eat certain foods, having everything controlled.  Being made to wear a buttplug or other paraphernalia (and insert and remove them on demand), being made to expose and fuck myself at command, to use objects on myself and to pleasure the Top in every way he demands, but also to serve him (prepare meals, drinks, wash & massage him, serve all his needs, both sexually and in more mundane ways.)  To be taken out in public with these rules/strictures in place (mitigated/revised as needed for the “real world,” such as having food, drink & clothing chosen for me.)
  • Having W piss in my mouth while someone else fucks me from behind
  • Being fucked with very large objects
  • Having some kind of “scene-space” ritual between W and I (and to have that ritual ignored at times when he just grabs me, drags me somewhere and attacks/abuses me)
  • Having a daily “maintenance” spanking (or some other kind of BDSM activity), either every morning or every night (or both!)
  • Having my labia sewn shut
  • A hook suspension
  • A many many needles scene
  • Being actually whored out, for real money, by W and have him take the cash.
  • Getting fucked in my peehole
  • Experiencing erotic hypnosis – the ultimate scene would involve being hypnotized to believe that I have been drugged and have no control over my body, then to be used by several men, unable to move or help myself
  • Have my pussy pumped
  • Rough body-play scene – taken down, then slapped/kicked/punched and beaten up by hands and feet
  • Alcohol enema
  • Piss enema
  • A punishment bastinado scene
  • A “human experimentation” scene on an “unwilling” victim
  • An interrogation scene, where I actually have something to win/lose
  • A very unprofessional, invasive medical exam